My Femdom Education part 1

Well if your following my true life story you will recall how my obsession with lady's lingerie and large breast and the inner famine feelings, I harbored lead to my becoming a cross dresser and living secrete lifestyle. I grew up in a rural part of the country with my family, my mother/best friend and father and older brother.

My brother was away at school and my father was always working in some God forsaken part of the world and was never home and on the rare occasion that he was nothing more than a worthless womanizing asshole who made the mistake of treating my mom badly just one time too many but that's another story. I was at that young age when boys hit puberty and their hormones go crazy and you have all these unexplained emotions and feelings.

When it came to the enviable father son talk about the birds and the bee's I can still see it as clear as if it happened yesterday. I was up in my room reading a book for a school project when I hear my father come up the stairs and said we need to talk. I was oh what the fuck did I do now I thought, and I just looked and said ok. Well son I must talk to you about sex, I was like ok dad we covered this in health class but go ahead silently thought to myself. Well son there's nothing wrong with if you want to tear off a piece of ass sex is ok but none of that queer shit.

As I listen to his fatherly advice, I snickered to myself if he only knew I was wearing white sating panties that mom had bought for me. Oh yeah and one more thing when the fuck you going to get a haircut you look like a God dam girl. I thought more than you know dad. I often thought later on that I wish he had seen me in full drag it would have crushed his macho ego to a pulp, but this was our special secrete between me and mom and I would never break a promise to her.

Well in typical form he was gone in a few days but one night I knew he was trying to force himself on mom during one of his drunken binges things got loud and mom being one tough lady with seven very large brothers all of whom couldn't stand my old man told him to fuck off and get the hell away from me or I'll call my brothers. Hearing the commotion, I went down stair with my baseball bat in hand determined to not let him hurt my beautiful mother. When he saw me standing there with, the bat he said so what the fuck you think your man enough to take me and started to advance toward me until he heard that sound that will make anyone stop dead in their track the racking of a 12 gauge pump shotgun.

There was mom pointing it at him saying if you harm one hair in that boy's head, I will kill you where you stand. He wasn't sure what to do and just lashed out at her and said fuck you, you ugly bitch I don't need you or this fucking kid anymore. My mom said good get the hell out and don't come back and not everyone thinks I'm ugly isn't that right Buddy. I said that's right mom. That night was the last we saw of that worthless human being called my dad.

When he left, I went to mom and she wrapped her arms around me, and I reciprocated, and she said we don't need him in our life anyway do we I said no mom we don't. She said come lay with me Buddy she took my hand and lead me into her bedroom, and we lay on her king size bed and held each other I did my best to reassure her that everything was going to be ok/ She smiled and said we are going to be just fine. She looked at me with a glow and said you know what tomorrow you and I are going to have a special day together.

I smiled and said that sounds like fun mom she said a mom and daughter day how's that sound, I replied great mom. She smiled and kissed me on the forehead and got up and said let's get ready for bed. Ok I got off the bed and started walking towards the door and she said where do you think you're going missy looking at me. I was like off to bed. She tossed me a white cotton nightgown and said no your sleeping with me. I caught the nightgown and she said come-on get your clothes off and get ready for bed. I did as she asked and took off my jeans T-shirt and sock and slipped the nightgown over my head and pulled it down pulling my long auburn hair out from the collar.

When I looked, I would see my mother completely naked except for her white panties in the reflection of the dresser mirror. I was in awe of her beauty her body was magnificent she was very curvy and had a pair beautiful 38DD breast and a pair of curvaceous hips on her that completed her hourglass figure. She saw me gawking at her and smiled and patted the padded bench that was in front of her dressing table. When I sat down, she said well honey one of the things you'll need to know about women is they must get ready for bed not just jump in and get under the covers.

She took her silver hairbrush and began softly brushing my past the shoulder length hair. Telling me that I have absolutely beautiful hair that women are jealous of. I smiled and said really, she said yes really. One thing I want you to promise me Buddy and you can never break the promise. I said what's the promise mom. She said no matter who you're with especially a woman that you always treat her respectfully and treat her like a lady. She said and if that lady happens to be a boy it doesn't change a thing.

Was I hearing my mom just give me the greenlight to be gay? She smiled and said life's too short not to be with someone who doesn't make you happy. I instantly knew she was using herself as the perfect example. I promise mom and I'm sorry you're not happy. She put her arms around me and said Buddy you make me happy you have since the day you were born. I looked at her smile beaming from ear to ear she said you know the entire time I was carrying you I swore up and down I was having a girl.

I said really, she said yup I would have bet my last dollar. I smiled back and said well I'll try and be the best girl I can mom. She laughed and smiled and said I know you'll be a perfect young lady and a pretty one too. She finished brushing my hair and said let's get to bed we have a busy day tomorrow. We got under the cover and pulled them up and she rolled on her side towards me and embraced me and said ok lesson number one this is called spooning.

She took my one arm and held it up as she rolled away from me and then placed the arm over her tummy. I was what about the other one she lifted her head and patted her pillow and said slip it here I did as she asked, and she lay her head back down on the pillow and wiggled her body until we were touching. She said you see like spoons in a draw. I was like Oh now I get it.

As I adjusted my arm brushed her breast and I quickly apologized. She asked for what touching my boob, she laughed and took my hand and placed it on her breast. See they don't bite, I was speechless. She said go ahead and she placed her hand over the top of mine and began massaging her large breast. She softly said always be very gentile they are very sensitive, and you only do this if your invited to do so. I continued to massage her breast that felt wonderful and when I touched her nipple, she reacted I stopped, and she said its ok they are very sensitive it feels very nice. As this was happening my cock was involuntarily growing and was poking her in the ass. I attempted to shift my hips back so as not to continue pressing on her ass. But she wiggled her ass towards me and pulled on my arm not allowing me to escape. She softly said relax baby it's a natural reaction your fine women get it too.

My naive young unsexually educated mind was so confused thinking was like what women don't have a penis so how. I asked her they do, she said yes, we get aroused and we get very sensitive down in our lady parts it's called a clitoris it's like the female equivalent to your penis. I was amazed I knew, or should I say I had heard about girls having a pussy but what was this other thing.

Mom said that's for another day sweetie. Now let's get some sleep. I attempted to remove my hand from her breast, but she said no please keep it right where it is, and I did and eventually drifted off to sleep. Looking back years later being more intuitive and mature I realized this wasn't as much a sexual thing but more of a comfort and reassurance for her as she needed the closeness seeing how her marriage had just went down in flames.

I woke the next morning alone but could hear mom softly singing along with the radio, and I got up to walk to the bathroom and was sporting my usually morning wood, my erect penis was like a tentpole under my nightie, I couldn't nor did I even have the presence of mind to attempt to conceal it from mom who was fixing breakfast she couldn't help but notice and smiled and I continued to head for the bathroom and heard stop right there are you forgetting something as she curled her finger in the come to motion.

I bleary eyed walked over to her and she said where's my morning hug and kiss. She wrapped her arms around me and hugged me as I hugged her back and faintly let out a good morning mom she kissed me on my forehead and then a gentile peck on my cheek and turn for me to reciprocate which willingly did of course but when I did I couldn't help but poke her with my stiff penis that was in desperate need of relief. I instinctively apologized and attempted to back up a bit and she laughed and said for what, its ok it's perfectly normal and it's not like I haven't seen it before. She then began teasingly tried grabbing it as I made my best attempts to turn away nothing sexual, I'm sure just my mom's sense of humor taking advantage of a compromising situation.

She finally stopped and said go breakfast is ready. I performed my usual morning routine and came out and sat down at the breakfast table. We pleasantly chatted and eventually talked about the inevitable eight hundred gorilla in the room. She said Buddy about last night, I thought to myself oh shit here comes the we took things a little too far speech, I apologetically and instinctively said I'm sorry mom. She reached for my hand and said for what sweetie I was trying to find the right word for playing with your tits and rubbing my hard cock on your ass.

When she laughed and said no not you and I that was a beautiful moment and we both need each other right now more than ever. I'm talking about your father. I was relieved and said oh him. She said I'm done with him and he's never coming around here again, if you want to see him, I'm ok with that but I am not going to force you. I've already phoned and told your brother the same thing.

I told her I didn't care if I ever saw him again, she said funny your brother said the same thing and don't worry he won't be back to bother us anymore I called your uncle Bobby. My uncle Bob was an ominous looking man 6' 4" of muscle in a state trooper uniform who already had no love lost for the worthless drunk. She said now as far as last night with you and me I couldn't have asked for anything more beautiful and I have a special day planned for us. I smiled and knew any day with mom was good, but her special days were great.

She said first I want you to do your chores, cut the grass and clean the yard etc. Sure, no problem mom and I went upstairs to get changed into my boy cloths. She said aren't you forgetting something, I slammed on the brakes and went over to her and gave her a kiss on the cheek, much better she replied now go. I got dressed and headed out to do my chores and did them in record time I might ad. When I walked back inside, I called to my mom and she said I'm in here honey her voice coming from the bathroom.

When I stood in the doorway, she was drawing a bath and wearing nothing more than a white cotton bath towel she said my you're a bit sweaty your next why don't you go get changed and come back. I said ok and turned to leave and she said put on a pair of shorts and a T-shirt it's much too hot out today, I did as she asked and when I returned, she was in the tub. She held out a sponge and asked me to washer back which I willingly did. I sat on the edge of the tub and gently washed her back neck and shoulders. She was lathering up her large glorious breasts with the soap bubble and to say she looked sexy was a gross understatement. I can best describe her as a Sophia Loren look alike same full lips and very soft but distinctive facial features, brown eyes that complimented her skin perfectly and flowing curly brown hair.

Now is when things got interesting. She told me to come around to the front of the tub. I sat on the edge in full view of her naked body and she ok now this is a very important thing every young lady must know how to do and must be good at. She took a double edge safety razor from the soap dish, not some modern piece of plastic thing you buy in the grocery store but a real piece of hardware. She pointed to a can of shaving cream and asked me to hand it to her. I did and she said out your hand, I quizzically did as I was told when she pushed the nozzle and filled my hand full of shaving cream and she then filled one of her hands as well.

She said it's important that you fully cover the area your shaving looked at her long naked wet legs and she said well go on, and I then lathered up her leg the best I could. She said nice job, but I think you missed a spot when I said where she said right there and as I leaned in to look where she was gesturing, she smacked me right in the face with a hand full of shaving cream. She was hysterical laughing.

This was typical of her never ending sense of humor and long list of pranks she like to pull. I pulled back and all I could say was mom! as she continued to laugh as she did her tits jiggled. I wipe my face with a towel, and she said ok now pay attention. She lifted her leg high enough to gain full access and she slowly drew the razor towards her every once in a while, shaking it in the water to clean it off. I don't know what I was more mesmerized by my first time witnessing her or any woman for that matter shaving her legs or her beautiful lager breasts that seemed perfect in every way capped off with a pair of exquisite nipples the size of your thumb easily an inch long possible longer and around as your thumb.

She said you're not going to learn how to shave your legs by staring at my boobies. I was shocked back into the real reason for me being there. I went back to intently studying her every move. She drew the razor up her leg where she stopped at her thighs just below her panty line. She said I'll teach you about trimming up there a bit later. I was puzzled even more so now what was she taking about. She knew as moms always do what I was thinking. Some ladies like to let that part of their body hair grow wild me not so much, so I like to keep things neat and trimmed. I looked at her and she said you don't have to if you don't want to. Instinctively knowing I was thinking about trimming my own pubic hair down there.

She followed the same methodical procedure while shaving her left leg until it was baby skin soft smooth. She reached out for my hand aid said feel, I did as she requested and ran my hand up and down the entire length of her legs and complimented on how smooth they were. I was so enthralled into what I was doing I continued to run my hand up her inner thigh until I rubbed against her pussy. She didn't pull away or jump in startlement.

I stopped when I realized what I was doing and had the I'm sorry mom look, when she softly said its ok, I've told you the human body is nothing to be ashamed of. She took my hand by the wrist and placed it right on her mound of hair that covered her pussy my hand was open and my palm she held it there for a few a while and said see it doesn't bite. As she moved my had a bit, I could feel her pussy which I swore had a heartbeat of its own.

After a bit she took my hand away and said its time for me to get out before I turn into a prune. I took her hand and help her up and held it as she stepped out of the tub. She then grabbed a large white bath towel from the rack. She started to towel off and then handed me the towel and simply said gently. Her purpose was for me to learn to touch a woman's body both gently and respectfully. It was ok to touch her pussy because she invited me to do so but her hold my hand indicated that I didn't have the liberty to explore any further without her permission.

As she stood on the bath mat I ran the towel up and down all over her body, I started at her feet and worked my way gently up her legs and inner thighs, when I approached ground zero she stepped so she had her legs wider apart giving me access to dry her and nothing more. I did thoroughly dry her bush she laughed and said if you rub it anymore its gonna catch on fire.

Thinking back now I had to wonder if she was just joking or did, she mean if I kept it up, she would get turned on. I moved around to dry her nice round but a little on the large size ass. She wiggled her hips telling me make sure to dry in the crease where they meet my leg's I said ok mom, I stood up and dried her back and shoulders. She then turned to face me and glance down at her glistening wet breasts.

I softly ran the towel all over her massive melons gentle she softly said. I did as she requested of me softly drying them off making sure to not neglect her big suckable nipples, she simply smiled and said don't forget underneath. I was like oh and lifted one of her bit tits with one hand and held it up as I thoroughly dried under both her breast and retuned them to their natural rest position. I had to make sure her breasts were completely dry, so I went back to them and was very attentive to both of them.

She just stood there and softly smiled and said having fun. I was about to say yes, I am and then just gave her the oh shit I've gone too far look again. She smiled and said it's perfectly fine, you're doing a great job and its ok I don't mind. As I did, I could not help but notice that her nipples were now fully erect and hard as rocks as I moved across them, they seemed to have a little spring to them. She saw me intently staring at them.

She softly said a woman's nipples are very sensitive to stimulation and are directly part of sexual arousal. I continued my breast drying and unknowing nipple message and she actually had her eyes closed let out a soft sigh. Which I now know was a clear indicator that I was doing things right. She then totally shocked me and said kiss them, I was like what, she smiled and softly said kiss them please. I did as she asked and kissed her nipple repeatedly, she laughed a little and said I have two you know, her instruction to never neglect the other breast.

I kissed them both gently and she ran her hand through my long auburn hair and softly said suck them gently. I was in complete disbelief but did as I was asked . She told me this was perfectly natural for me to want to suck on women's nipples because it's how mothers have nurtured their babies forever and is why men have an obsession with women's breast, this however was a brief lesson on how to gently treat a women's breast, something I carry with me till this day I have been complimented countless times on how I treat women both in and out of the bedroom.

She opened her eyes and glanced down at my shorts and said I'm not the only one getting aroused. I could feel my face get flush with embarrassment and she said what do I say, its ok sex is natural and beautiful. My mom was clearly not like any of my friend's mom's at least as far as I knew. She then asked me something no guy ever hears from his mom. Do you masturbate, I was flustered and didn't know what to say, wishing my hard on would just disappear but no such luck.

She smiled and asked well, all men do its natural. I now admitted that I had tried but was unsuccessful and stopped when it started to hurt the only time, I was able to was and I hesitate her eyes met mine she said when you were dressed in my things. I nodded yes, she smiled at me and took my hand and lead me to her bedroom. She sat seated on the edge of the bed holding my hand, so I faced her.

She ordered me to remove my shorts. I assume I hesitated a bit, so she just pulled them down and let them fall around my ankles, the then grabbed the bottom of my shirt and started lifted it up over my chest and head. My now rock hard cock which was a full eight inches long and a good three and a half inches around at least was now fully exposed right in her face. She asked me to hold it and show her how what I did on my ill-fated attempt.

I grabbed it and squeezed it tight and began feverishly pumping it, she said stop! for Christ sake Buddy you're not trying to rip the dammed thing off for God sake. She said gentle like when you rubbed my boobs, she took my hand and placed it on her left breast and softly had me massage it easy does it see nice and soft. She said now take your other hand and go soft and easy. I did as she asked and now hand one hand gently stroking my cock with the other massaging her breast. She softly said that's it now up and down the full length like this. She now guided my hand up and down the full length of my shaft.

She softly said let me and released her hand from mine allowing me to release my cock. Still with one hand on her breast she stroked my cock with her hand from underneath it and gently pulled toward her like she was milking a cow back on my grandpa's farm. She asked how does it feel honey, I muttered out it feels great mom. I had grabbed her other breast with my left hand now massaging it. I could tell by the look on her face she was getting aroused.

She then took my right hand from her boob and placed it back on my cock saying now gentile. I softly and gently began to stroke my member. And the look on my face was one of shear enjoyment, I can't say for sure whether it was for my comfort or to keep her from getting a facial or showering her tits with my, cum but she instructed me to lay down on her bed. She scooted over and I lay flat on my back.

She fluffed the pillows under my head and whispered gently and softly. I continued to do as she had instructed me to do and I could feel my cock start to throb and a feeling of fire in my balls and shaft was now overwhelmingly present. She was softly giving me words of encouragement saying things like that's it soft and steady, don't forget to go the full length. She then told me to stop. I thought like why would I want to do that to myself. She told me to gently but firmly squeeze the head and then rub my palm over it.

The sensation was amazing my mom sure knew a lot about this. When she told me to go back to stroking myself, I noticed that she had her one hand between her legs but never gave it a second thought what the hell did I know, nothing actually. I continued to stroke when she must have noticed it was turning a little red, when she said stop. I was like really! again what the hell mom. She had a bottle of lotion and took my hand and squirted it in my palm she said now go ahead baby.

I continued right where I left off with now raging hard cock ready to explode. She could hear my breathing quicken and knew all the signs of me getting ready to cum and once again her words of encouragement flowed. That's it come on baby you can do it you're almost there, that's it come on keep it going honey. I now could feel my body tremble uncontrollably and my hip started pumping for some reason and the next thing I know is I could feel this super-hot almost burning sensation of explosive climax.

I now had a full view of my cock spewing out a stream of thick white cum which shot at least two to three feet in the air. I continued to pump my cock for all I was worth sweating profusely the stream continued and just like milking a cow more cum came out with every stroke. My mom had this look of total amazement saying WOW that was very impressive. I was totally spent drained of not just every ounce or maybe gallon of cum but physically drained as well. Mom had reached over and grabbed the bath towel and cleaned me up, but not before whipping herself clean, not giving it a second thought but she had been masturbating right along with me, talk about a bonding experience.

She lay next to me her naked body touching mine as she whipped cleaned my cum soaked body. It felt like it went everywhere. She tenderly cleaned me and told me stay right here, not like I had the energy to go anywhere and why would I want to. She returned with a warm washcloth and cleaned me and dried me off with a fresh soft towel. She lay back down at my side and had her hand on my chest and brushing the hair back from my face. She asked so how was it, I replied unbelievable, but I almost feel a little guilty. She laughed and said that too is perfectly normal but that too will pass.

The only time we have anything to feel guilty about is when we do something wrong. You have nothing to feel guilty about its natural to have a form of release its much better than keeping it all pent up inside you. I asked, so do you meaning of course do you masturbate, she quickly replied oh yes of course I do. I will explain that all to you one day.

Soon I asked she smiled and said yes soon. I asked her when I was touching you did it feel good? She said yes it did, it felt very good, you saw how nice and hard my nipples got didn't you, I said yes, I did, well that happens when the blood starts pumping faster because you're getting sexually aroused and sensitive areas like your breast and nipples and clitoris get hard just like a man's penis does.

You feel your penis pulsing or pumping right looking at me she said well that the blood flowing through it when you get an erection. So here I am spent from jacking off lying in bed with my naked mother getting a lesson in sex education. We lay there for a while me asking a lot of questions and just enjoying the feeling of being naked with my mom.

She rolled me on my side and wrapped her arms around me and we spooned for a while, she laughed and said no danger of my going off by accident like you could have last night and she laughed she then started grinding her pussy against my ass like she was humping me. Pulling me in laughing and jokingly saying oh baby let me give it to you good, you like it don't you and she grabbed one of my nipples and tweaked it fairly hard. I just said mom! She laughed even more saying oh what's the matter you don't like mommy having her way with you. I just couldn't stop laughing that was her que to start tickling me, something she even back as far as I could remember. I thought I was going to pee the bed if she didn't stop.

Then she finally relented to my begging when she stopped, after a few seconds she said just lay here while I draw your bath. I asked bath I always take showers mom. She said not today a young lady has to enjoy a bubble bath every now and then especially when she shaves her legs. I just looked at her with that look of astonishment, really, she said yes, I told you I had a special day planned a girl's day together.

What just happened wasn't planned, completely spontaneous fun but not planned. She got up from the bed and kissed me on the cheek and said it will be ready in a few minutes just relax. I did just that rerunning the entire experience over in my head and could feel myself becoming aroused again, when she called out bath time.

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