I Found my Balance

It was spring and I definitely broke up with a guy I was seeing the past few months. It was a confusing form of relationship and I felt like I need to travel and unwind a bit. So when Easter Holiday came, I decided to take on the opportunity and go to Munich from Friday to Monday. I texted a local friend David and in the afternoon, we were catching up in a cool bar called Boilerman's Club near Hauptbanhoff...

On Saturday, I headed out for a branch into a nice restaurant/cafe I found online based on good reviews. By the door, I was welcome by a cute dark haired guy aged 18-21 (twink) who smiled on me when I told him I want a table for one person only. From the way how he was looking at me, I could tell he's likely gay, so when I was about to paid, I asked him whether he wants to hang out after work. "I dont know, maybe" he answered, rather surprised. " Okay, I'll come back at 6pm and we decide then." I answered and he blinked on me as I'm leaving.

Then, I headed to see the city center, taking photos of Munich's modernism architecture (something I got from the guy before) and visiting interesting museums, alongside the way. In the afternoon, I went back to the cafe, my heart was pounding and my mouth was dry, but to my disappointment, he decided to decline my offer.

On Sunday, I didn't get much sleep because I was clubbing out with David again, missed my tour to Dachau in the morning by mere 5 minutes and needed to work for my second job yet. Still, I managed to get some extra rest and in the late afternoon I was ready to go into a gay sauna, I heard is one of the best in the region.

The sauna was devised into 3 floors and the stuff was very nice and pleasant. It looked alike David and Babylonia sauna in Prague which made me imply my city got good saunas. I felt rather uncomfortable, tho because and the time I came in, there were mostly older guys who were just staring at me. So, I went onto the bar, ordered a beer and opened my Instagram. And there, at the very top on the first post, I could see the American guy I was seeing before with another guy who slept over his place few weeks back. Something moved inside my chest and all of sudden, the thought of having fun tonight seemed vein.

"Why so sad?" The blond-hair bartender asked me.

I told him. "We were not seeing each other for long really and I knew he loves another guy, although he never told me, explicitly... Happens all the time, I guess".

"Oh, I'm so sorry to hear that. Don't be sad... You're quite hot." He tried to comfort me and measured me with his eyes.

"Can I have Gin tonic, please?" I smiled back at him.

Unsure what should I feel, I finished my drink and returned back to the promises. I could feel how the combination of alcohol and the hot makes me more lightheaded than usually and I was seriously thinking about leaving the place. But I knew that I'd do nothing in my room but agonizing about why it didn't work out... So, I decided to stay yet a little bit longer, and as the night progressed, more cute guys seemed to come in. Some were very hot and the hottest couple in the place, invited me to spend the time with them. They both had very well-shaped athletic and clean bodies, one was dark haired and the second one blond. I got a half of viagra but apparently it didn't really work or take a longer time to onset. We were hanging out around, got some light fun and after a while I thanked to them and thought that was my experience of the night.

I was passing through the underground area and pipe holes in the floor backlighted by green light were giving the space an ominous atmosphere. And there, I noticed a guy sitting on a chair, slim body and no muscle, but captivating look. His calmness caught my attention, so I moved forward to see his young face and shining eyes. His touches were gentle and his kisses soft. Hand in hand, we found a cabin and both of us being super horny, we started rubbing our bodies together. I could feel his dick pressings against mine and the realization I'm not with a woman made feel even more horny.

"Do you have a condom?" He asked.

"Upstairs" I replied.

We continued kissing passionately and occasionally pressing each other against the wall to rub our dicks against the other person's ass.

"Do you suck?" I asked.

"No." So I knelt down my knees and he hold my head so I was almost chocking on his dick because I'm not really used to do that too.

I turned him around, pressing him against the wall again and rubbed my cock between his butt cheeks while holding his neck - exactly the way as I fuck him. I bent over at some point so just my ass was visible in the space and he started doing the same.

After this session, we went onto the bar, smiling at each other nicely. I loved his eyes and his smile. There was something silently confident but humble within him and I could tell he's smart.

We were talking about traveling and random stuff basically to get to know each other, and I really enjoyed our conversation.

"I'm leaving back to Prague tomorrow." I told him at some point, and he noted. I learnt he's a discreet bi (and I bet girls were crazy after him!) and never had bottom sex with a guy before.

I had not have bottom sex in months but I was more experienced with guys and I really wanted for him to enjoy with me. So, I sipped another drink into me, took the condoms out of my locker room and we were headed back into the dark rooms area.

We found a cabin and I laid down onto the mattress, full of excitement from what was going to happen. But he couldn't get hard upon putting the condom on, which I told him is perfectly fine and happens often (as at least 2 guys from my recent experience got the same problem).

We were cuddling and kissing for a moment and I turned him on his belly. I continued kissing him from his neck all the way down to his butt. I spread the halfs apart and licked his virgin hole upon which he let a moan out.

I started ass licking him, always taking a deep breath before immersing my face into his buttocks and letting the warm breath slowly out onto his crack. I tongue fucked him and I could feel how he's opened up.

I tried to put my thumb in but he was too tight. So, I tried my index finger and after a while it went it. I could feel the warmth and the pressure around my finger. I let his relax and then tried to massage his prostate which seemed a new intense feeling to him.

However, he seemed rather uncomfortable with my finger going in and out his ass and I thought it might be maybe because of the nail and that my cock might be more comfortable for him, eventually.

I tried to put as much saliva near his hole as I could (we had no lube) and he helped me to align my dick with him. I gently pushed forward but was uncomfortable. So, I started kissing and sucking his ear to help him distract. Eventually, I got pass his sphincter and let "Ahhhh" out in my pleasure. "It's already there..Just relax" I told him and continue to kiss him. "You're doing great." I always tried to push and when he told me it hurts, I immediately pulled back. "Try to push yourself" I told him and to my surprise, we/he managed to bottom him/himself. "It's all there. You're amazing."

I laid on top of him and I could feel how my dick is throbbing inside his hole. I was kissing him and letting his ass to get adjusted to the new feeling.

I could see how he's getting more and more comfortable and he even started pushing back more onto my dick. I started to fuck him slowly, doing shorter moves at the beginning and not going deep.

After a while, I could feel how's his ass used already to accommodate my dick, so I started picking up the pace and going all the way in. He loved it! To make it more hot, I hold his mouth with my hand. I was really enjoying on him and he was in the heat too. We could hear how my balls are slapping onto his ass and after a while of riding his virgin hole for the first time, I pull my cock out and came off onto his back big time.

I collapsed next to him and we stayed laying next to each other for a while, touching and kissing.

Our bodies were still sweaty from the sex and we could hear other people fucking around us.

For the later, I proposed we go into a hotel, so we cleaned ourselves with paper tissues, took a shower and headed out.

We founded out the hotel chain to which the sauna was associated with is fully booked already, so I suggested Premier Inn I knew is nearby. Apparently, at around 4am, not even other hotels we randomly ran into alongside Sonnenstrasse had a free room for two guys just laid theirs heads next to each other and get some sleep.

Luckily, he didn't live that far away... "Don't worry, you're too cute to kill in the sleep." I tried to assure him and he laughed.

His place was small but I liked every bit about it... He read the same books I was interested in and I noticed he has the same watches as my ex. It felt not unlike my place, just I'm a working person already and he's a student still. He took the shower and I could notice he's wearing exactly the same Calvin Klein briefs as me.

We slipped into the bed, my hand under his head and my second hand into his. Finally, after a long day and just few hours of sleep, I closed my eyes and felt into a state of dreams, next to him.

The next day, I woke up spooning with him and I could feel I'm (still) hard. He could probably feel that too because he pushed back few time on my cock. I touched his body and pressed against mine. I touched his chest and kissed his neck before I found my way onto his lips and into his mouth.

I could feel how my balls are still full, so I tuned him on his belly and pulled his briefs off - as well as mine.

I did few moves with my cock on his ass and cum off another huge load onto his back - probably from the effects of Viagra I got the night before. I cleaned him and he turned on his back and jerked off.

We showered, brushed our teeth and he made me scrubbed eggs for the brunch.

"It's so sad you need to leave." He said.

"Yes." I answered, looking at him into the eye.

We hugged each other for something which seemed almost like 20 minutes. I was stroking his hair and head. Being wrapped in his arms and having my hands wrapped around his body felt very comforting.

Eventually, I needed to go.

"See you, soon." I said with a gentle smile on my face.

"See you." He replied, smiling at me back.

I left the building and took a deep breath.

I felt weirdly good and peaceful.

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