I'm not sure where the story really began but I'll try to start at the beginning. Growing up in the city I was a typical boy doing all of the typical boy things, playing sports, swimming, etc., but somehow, I always sensed that I was different than the other boys in some way. I don't think I fully understood the implications of it in my youth & just enjoyed doing all of the things that all of my other friends did, and I still do to this day, I am a male & I love being a male. I seemed to be a late bloomer in that I really had no interest in sex other than a natural curiosity that all teens have, I even did a couple of circle jerks with the others, but the unrelenting drive for sex hadn't really taken hold yet.
I'll tell you a little about me, I am a biological male, I love doing all the normal man things, I've been married, served in the military & enjoyed racing a few cars & even played in a rock band for a while. I guess this is where I started to learn about my own feelings, I was a drummer for our band, we had a lead singer (Dino), a guitar (Kevin) & a base (Carlos). I was the only white guy in the group and as such, I was usually the butt of the jokes being the smallest guy in the group, I didn't mind as the guys were a great group to hang out with. We used to practice at Dino's parents place, I lived near by & Kevin being the older of us had a car & usually drove Carlos to Dino's for practice nights. One night I showed up for practice but Kev & Carlos couldn't make it, so it was just me & Dino hanging out shooting the breeze & of course the talk turns to sex, as it always does when you are young, telling each other about this or that girl in school with the big tits or who is going all the way or who went down on who, how much was reality or imagination, who knows, but I certainly didn't know, then Dino looks me straight in the eyes & says to me, you have a hot ass, I never seen a woman with an ass that sweet, why don't you let me get some of that. I was kind of shocked but I figured he was just being a clown as usual, I responded by saying "come on man, that shit ain't funny", he responded sorry bro, but I ain't lying, that back was made for fuckin' & if you ever want to give it up, I'm gonna be the first to hit it, I ain't playin'. I kind of put that in the back of my mind & didn't give it much thought, the band seemed to fall apart not long after.
I started to take notice that older men would sort of be extra friendly toward me & usually with some sort of sexual undertones which I never paid attention to before, I guess I must have been sending out signals unconsciously, not really sure. Now I'm starting to think about what Dino had said a few months earlier And not exactly being a hit with women, I let a guy suck me off, I just turned 18 at the time & was in a bar (they still had the lowered drinking age at the time), I let a guy pick me up at the bar, I told him that I was celebrating my birthday, he offered me some head for my birthday, by now my sexual rage was working overtime & all I had was my own hand, I was aching for some genuine physical contact with another person and at this time, with a couple of drinks under my belt, I thought to myself, fuck it, just do it & worry about it later. Well, I'll tell you that this man sucked my cock, licked & kissed my balls and licked my asshole to the point of draining me completely, I didn't think that there was another drop of cum left in me, then the embarrassment I had just allowed to happen started to hit me & I gathered my pants, put them on & quickly left, I was so ashamed of myself for what I had done.
I cooled out for a few days & trying to make sense of what I was feeling inside, finally I came to the conclusion that it was just an aberration & I promised myself that it would never happen again.
Moving forward a few weeks & on my way home from work, I stop at a local bar for dinner & a beer, who's at the bar but Dino, I hadn't seen him in a while & we both had shots & a beer while shooting the breeze, he suggested a take out pizza & he could show me his new apartment, I thought it would be cool to get out for a change, have a few drinks & catch up. We get to his place & we start talking about the band & maybe we could get a new group together, he lights up a joint and I take a couple of hits, now I'm not a stoner & after the beer & shots & nothing in my stomach, I'm opening up a bit, feeling comfortable not being cautious any longer about what I'm saying to him, he asks me about my girlfriend, I tell him that I don't really have one, he then asks, you didn't let anybody get that ass did you? I responded "no" but I did let a guy suck me off & he licked my asshole and it nearly drove me crazy, he replied, you liked that? I told him no, I LOVED it, of course he came back with, see I told you that ass is a hot ass, then he came close to me from behind, his hot breath on my neck, he begged "baby please let me love you" he takes my hand & places it on his rock hard cock trying to break free of its confinement in his pants, I asked him "please Dino", I don't know, this isn't what I wanted, but inside I knew it was exactly what I needed, it was at that moment I knew that he was gonna get my ass tonight and anything else he wanted from me, my knees are starting to fail me, he's kissing the nape of my neck, his hot breath between the kisses & it was then that I realized that I still had a grasp on his huge black cock, I knew it was time to let it happen, the fear, the hesitation, the resistance was gone now, all that was left was for me to surrender my body & mind to what had always been there inside of me.
Next thing that I realized was that Dino had started undressing me, my pants fell to the floor, my shirt was coming off and he led me to his bed, I sat on the edge and I opened up his trousers, I slid his silk shorts down his powerful legs & looked at his beautiful perfect hardened cock, the only thought in my head was "why did I wait so long for this moment to happen?" Without a bit of hesitation, I put my lips over the mushroom head, I worked it in & out of my mouth, marveling at its size and the soft smooth feel of it on my tongue, the salty sweetness of his precum, this was what I was so afraid of? How utterly sad for me that I almost walked away from it all!
Dino then proceeded to push me to lie back on the bed, my mouth did not want to let his prick leave my mouth, it was giving me so much pleasure that I didn't want to let it go, before today, no one could have told me that having a cock in my mouth could give me so much sexual satisfaction. I just never considered the concept and now I understood. Dino took some sweet smelling lube, I think it was coconut oil or something & just the aroma of it set my ass alight with a passion that only an hour earlier, I could've never envisioned, now I was silently begging to fuck me like a breeding bitch in full on heat, my brain was screaming to itself, TAKE ME, TAKE ME, TAKE ME NOW, he worked his fingers inside my opening, it was a bit uncomfortable at first, but it quickly subsided, he then warned me that it may hurt a bit when he starts to enter, but the solution is to relax the muscles down there & he would move slow & to let him know when to back out if necessary. Then I feel the very thing that my body was aching for, he was starting to enter me, it is beginning to hurt, I pull back a bit, but my mind & body won't allow it, my ass is aching for his intrusion, my muscles relax & he glides home, oh my sweet goodness, what a feeling, it all feels so natural, so right, he has taken my ass & now he owns it, why did I never know about this wonderful experience? Why did I deprive myself for so long?
We or I guess I should say I was fucked with such intensity that I never wanted it to end, he took me two more times that evening, I lost count of the times that I came, but I knew that this is what I came here for, even if I refused to admit it to myself.
or This is a true story about my sexual awakening, I don't consider myself gay or bisexual, but I kind of like the phrase that I hear people using today "gender fluid" it seems to match what I feel, there are days that the only thing that will satisfy me is a woman, My cock is hard in anticipation of stroking that pussy till she bags for mercy and then there are days when I get this feeling, not in my penis but it goes from my asshole to the base of my balls, it is then that I know that I have to get fucked & until I do, I will not be satiated. If you'd like to hear more about my sexual metamorphosis, let me know & I'll put it all together for you.
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