Becoming a Mature Black Bitch Boy Slut

I feel the need to share my life changing story. Where do I start? I am a masculine, 47 year old black guy. Pretty fit, 6 foot, 190 lbs. Average sized cock. Have always been madly into girls, and still am. I feel romantic, sexual, and emotional connection to them, and if I ever were to marry it would definitely be to a woman. I have had regular long term girlfriends and hookups, and never had any issues in the ladies department.

I was never and am still not attracted to men in any of these ways. What I have discovered and what you will see by the end of my story, it that it is an attraction to the power of man, the need to submit. His cock is the symbol of his power. I didn't know this at the beginning of my journey though. All I knew then was that it felt nice when I put things up my ass. I have had a sizable anal toy collection since my twenties.

So, having run out of objects to play with, about 4 years ago I got curious, so did the classic "curious str8 guy" post on grinder, found a decent, normal looking guy around my age, and went to his place. I sucked him a bit but terribly, and then he politely took my anal virginity. I tired out quickly and he didn't cum. I got out of there as quick as I could, I was so embarrassed. It had felt nice, don't get me wrong, but I definitely wasn't into sex with men.

Two more years pass, and I go through a 6 month or so period where I use a lot of cocaine. As I quickly discovered, this makes me extremely horny and kinky. While this worked out a few times when one of my girl hook-ups was available, I was often left craving sex with nobody to turn to.

Around the same time I discover sissy hypnosis. I don't know what it is about this stuff, but it gets me going. I have no intentions of ever putting on makeup or taking hormones, but putting on a pair of panties turned out to be really hot. It paired well with my giant toy collection of mostly giant toys (plugs, dildos, a fucking machine (broke sadly), beads, nipple clamps and nipple suckers) (side note: I fucking love nipple play. Once you break them in and make them sensitive its WILD) A few months into this I decided to get back on grindr, and had 3 separate experiences over a few months that were honestly too drug fueled for me to remember or even want to remember.

Years pass, I have stopped taking drugs all together other than occasional pot. Have had a few girlfriends but nothing serious. I watch sissy hypno occasionally but can just as easily get off on regular porn. No more gay encounters nor even the desire for any.

Then, recently, I get the whimsical urge to suck someone off. I downloaded grindr, found a hot big red hair white guy named Sir. He also had a hot looking thick cock surrounded by some very sexy thick red pubic hair. He was around my age, and made plans to meet in his car. It was supposed to be a quick, onetime thing.

I park a few roads away and walk to our meeting point. I get in the front seat, and say hi, but he only says "get in the back seat". I'm nervous as all hell so I just do it, figure it's best to get it started and over with.

I get into the back seat and his big fat cock is hanging out of his pants, half hard. I reach over and grab it, feeling it twitch in response. Might as well do what I came here for, right? I start slowly moving around his head with my tongue, trying to arouse him and make him rock hard. This doesn't last long.

"Listen, Bitch Boy. I said I wanted a good fucking BJ and you said you could do that. So either put my fucking white cock down your wanna be fag throat till I hear you gag, or get the fuck out" His words were heated but didn't scare me - they carried authority when they hit my ears. Without thinking, I thrust his entire thick 8 inch white cock down my throat. I gag a few times but it stayed down. I stuck my tongue out, knowing how much I like it when girls do that to me. I feel kinda proud for being able to do what so few girls can, it kinda freaked me out at how much I was enjoying it.

Most of all, I was thinking about what this man - this white man with his thick white cock shoved firmly down my throat - has just called me. First a Nigger and now Black Bitch Boy. Fuck, It was so humiliating. It made me feel like less of a man. It was embarrassing and emasculating. And yet I fucking liked it. Although I didn't know his name, this white man's words had made my cock twinge and compelled me to immediately put his cock in as deep as it would go.

Then, without asking or even warning, he gripped my head. One hand on top, one on the bottom pressing into my neck. Once he had me positioned where he wanted me, he starts thrusting.

I have only attempted face fucking a few girls in my time. Most weren't up for it. When they were, I would always start slow, get a rhythm going, and gently increase my speed.

The white boy who was currently using my throat did no such things. In fact, he held my head firmly and immediately began thrusting as fast as he could, bottoming out in the back of my throat every single time, burying my nose in his red musky smelling pubic hair. I started gagging again, producing lots of saliva that started to bubble from my mouth. I remember thinking at this point "I probably look just like all those whores in the deep throating pornos. Gagging, slurping, covered in precum and spit" The thought both excited and repulsed me. I was being a whore and fucking loving it.

After a few minutes of his relentless throbbing, I started to get a hang of it. I was able to get my tongue out and lick his fat full hairy balls, sloppy sliding it back and forth, as far down his sac as my tongue could reach.

I started to feel his balls tighten up, his thrusts had become more irregular. I knew what was coming. I had never swallowed another man's cum before, and had never liked the idea. But that thought never even crossed my mind. I knew exactly what I had to do and I prepared myself to swallow his load. It came out faster than I had imagined, and there was so much of it I struggled to keep it from spilling out of my mouth, and had to take 3 or 4 gulps before I got it all down.

I immediately fell in love, and was terrified of this love. The pulsations of hiss hard cock in my mouth felt amazing, and made me feel so nasty. Does a real man like feeling the pulsations of a cock as it cums in his mouth? Does a real man feel pride knowing that, that is HIS cum that he worked for it? Of course not.

As these thoughts spin around my head, he was putting his pants back on. When he was finished, he said, firmly but gently, "Well well, you are a good little black slut, ain't ya boy? I thought you said you were straight. Straight boys don't suck cock like that, Bitch Boy." I mumbled some half-hearted response. He told me to give him my phone, so I handed it over. When he handed it back to me, I say that he had added his contact as Sir, and had called his phone so he would have my number.

He handed the phone back to me, and said "get the fuck out of my car now. I'll call you next time I want to drop my load, do you understand?"

"ehr..yeah" was the best I could mumble. What was he saying to me? This was a onetime thing. For some reason, though, I didn't want to disagree with him. I would just passively agree and forget about it, I thought.

"What did you say boy?" When I ask a question, you say yes Sir. Understood?"

"...Yes Sir" (why did that make my cock twitch...)

"Okay, now get out. I'll call you next time I want to drop my load, do you understand?"

"Yes Sir"

For the next few days I couldn't get this off my mind. I also could not spend 5 minutes without looking at porn with a butt plug in and clamps on my nipples. In short, I was horny. I found myself drawn towards Alpha men videos, then to submission videos, and came eventually to the point where I searched "I want to be a good Bitch Boy for Sir."

The next weekend, he texted me an address and a time, and told me to come over on Friday night. He told me I had nice feet. He then instructed me to literally paint my toe nails a nice Pink. Hearing him tell me all this really sent me on an emotional high. I was beyond flattered.

I arrived at the house and found two people inside - Sir and another man. This scared the fuck out of me, but it was too late to back out.

Sir addressed me immediately. "Hey bitchboy, meet DJ. We are good buddies and I am going to let him fuck you today."

A range of emotions washed over me. Fear, excitement, sluttyness, embarrassment. Overpoweringly, though, was a sense of calmness. It was not a question of whether or not I wanted to be used by multiple men. Sir had simply told me what was going to happen, and I was okay with that. A part of my mind was going in circles trying to retain some self-control, but the rest of me was more than willing to go passive. To let the words of Sir guide my actions and thoughts.

I stayed in that house until 5AM Sunday morning getting fucked silly. Both men used my black ass and my mouth multiple times. I swallowed every load that was put in my mouth. Sir made sure to drain every condom after both he and DJ finished fucking my ass too so I didn't miss a drop.

Drinking their cum from the condoms they just used to fuck my ass is by far the most degrading and humiliating thing I have ever done. But I didn't care. I was in Sub Space for Bitch Boys and I WANTED THAT CUM. ALL OF IT!!!

I am now owned by Sir. He says he plans to lock my little brown dick up in chastity and continue breaking me in. He says he might consider sharing me with more of his friends if I am a good boy.

He really treats me decently. He does not impose on my non-sexual life. When he texts me requesting I drain him, I am expected to come immediately. But he is very understanding if I am not able to.

And I am a good Bitch Boy. I was surprised at how little work it took, how natural it was. As soon as this dominant man decided I was his - I was his, more importantly I also wanted to be his. His power and dominance makes me so fucking horny. In fact, earlier I had mentioned of being scared of the love I first felt for this man. Strangely enough, I do love Sir, literally. I am a good little submissive Black Bitch Boy.

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