I am 75 and have been married for a total of 52 years. I have been straight my entire life. However, lately...partially because my wife no longer is interested in having sex...I have become interested in sucking cock. I have had a few experiences and enjoy it very much...both giving and receiving. I am a virgin and continue to reject the idea of fucking or being fucked. I am today traveling and would like to find a place where I could enjoy my new fun. I am in a conservative town that has no adult video arcades with glory holes. There are 3 gay bars but I am very reluctant to go there. I would want to connect with an attractive cleancut young man but fear that I will be rejected because of my age. I am attractive, average weight, have a nice 7 inches with a willing mouth. Should I consider going to one of the gay bars? Will I be able to remain in control and connect only with someone that attracts me?